My mother is a gifted artist. She has the ability to sketch,
charcoal, create, sew, paint, and make something beautiful and fun out of an ordinary piece of wood. She has the artistic "knack" for everything... whether it's decorating her home, cutting
someones hair or enhancing the presentation of a plate of chocolate chip cookies.
As for me, I didn't inherit one spec of her artistic
genius.
Wait a minute... time out. I take that back. I must confess that I have
really cute handwriting. There, I said it. I hope you're not turned off by my personal pride, but it's true, I can write well. Beyond that, I am hopeless. I think it was my brother Mark who once said, "I can't even draw a straight line with the use of a ruler!" Amen, brother. I am the same way.
That is why the words "craft night" stir up fear in my heart. Last night I attended Enrichment night. The women in the Branch's relief society are so close. When they see each other, they hug one another just like they were family. It's all very genuine.
The "plan" was that we'd be focusing on journals. I was going to introduce the sisters to the world of blogging. Andrew and I created a handout that explains how to create your own blog in
Deutch. But due to technical difficulties beyond our control, we were unable to gain access to the
Internet, so my portion of the evening was postponed.
We spent the evening re-binding journals with cute paper and decorating journal jars. Here is what the "good side" of my journal turned out looking like
In order to maintain my personal integrity, I have to give credit to the three different women (Sandra, Anika and Johanna) who intervened on my creation's behalf. They fixed, assisted and prevented me from disaster throughout this process.
I know that I am casting a stereotype, but along with the German people's amazing work ethic, high standard for quality and efficiency - they are also blunt and honest. This has been completely refreshing. If someone doesn't like you, big deal. If you look fat in a picture, they'll tell you. No big deal. I tend to sugar coat anything because I fear that I may hurt someones feelings.
Last night when I was attempting to settle for a satisfactory performance, I would ask, "That's good, right?" and they'd reply, "No, Ellie (that's how they say my name with a German accent, love it.) that is NOT good. Do it again!"
When it was "done" I thought (That's my first mistake -I don't know why I suddenly gained false confidence!) that I could straighten out my binding so I took a pair of scissors and did this:
I don't know why an intervention wasn't called to prevent this from happening, but I am coping and know that my mother will be here in less than a month and with her brilliant gift, we'll be able to repair it.